Revelation

Lately Aaron and I have been going through some trials- not as a couple, we're fine. It's just hard living in limbo. *When are we going to finally be together as a family again? *Where is Aaron going to live next month? *Are we going to have to move when Aaron finds a job? *Aaron needs a job. These are just the things that have been starting to worry me. A couple years back I switched our radio station in the car and at home. I used to listen to some Hip-Hop/Rap-whatever music and felt so ashamed on day when Kali was singing a really catchy lyric. I had never really thought about the lyrics to this song until my child was singing it. I was mortified just thinking if the Savior was standing beside her and she started singing it how would I explain that. The station got switched and all we listen to is Christian music now. I, meaning me by myself, will still listen to some songs (especially when I'm working out) but not when little ears are around...anways back to what I was talking about. So I was driving to get the kids from school and the song Revelation by Third Day came on and it was like someone was singing my heart for me at that time. I broke right down in the car. Here's the lyrics:

My life has led me down this path that's ever winding/
Through every twist and turn, I'm always finding/
That I am lost again/
Tell me when this road will ever end/

Give me a revelation/
Show me what to do/
'Cause I've been trying/
To find my way /
I haven't got a clue/
Tell me should I stay here/
Or do I need to move?/
Give me a revelation/
I've got nothing without You/
I've got nothing without You/

The chorus of this song just hit me so hard. I know that things are so uncertain right now but I really feel like my Father will take care of us- no matter what the outcome. I also know that he answers all prayers and keeps all promises. I'm worried about things but I really do take comfort in the fact that he'll walk beside me and carry me when my knees are too weak to walk through this trial.